missing my man | kraen's Blog

i love him so much. this has been a hard week for me. no particular reason; just hard. i have this 3 foot bunny that he gave me. he's been his replacement since he's been away serving his country. when i make the bed in the morn. i put him on his side; he's already there, make the bed and put the covers up to his chin. when i come home i feel like he's there; not really; but i convince myself that way. i'm so worried about him and miss him too much. i don't know what to do with myself. i can't sleep at night. i get 'bout 2-3 hours sleep;if i'm lucky. i'm a strong woman;always been;i never realized that i could be weak. i'm still strong, i have to be for my man,but i'm crying everynight. sometimes i don't even want to get out of bed, but of course i do. i have to stay strong for myself and him. so i cry,uncontrolable, then i get myself together for tom.